Me

People say Im a good person, some even say Im a great/amazing person. I jsut dont see it. Ive made too many bad decisions in the past, turned away from God to many times, to be either of those things. Im not a bad person... Im just a person. Oddly appropriate song on itunes. I know God has forgiven me for all my sins, but I dont let go of things that easily. Once again an authority figure blew me off today. I turn towards them hoping they have help, hoping the have at least a partial answer to my questions... and they dont respond back. I need to learn my damn lesson an deal with my problems my own way. Aaron just doesnt understand. Yes it might be a cry for attention. But the cry is coming from someone whose never had any positive attention in their life. They are worth every second of my life. I need to be more humble about it though. I wanna spread the word of TWLOHA, but I dont want to boast or gloat or any of that. i jumped around a lot in this and Im done.

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