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im sick and tired of pain. Its getting to the point where 50 bucks and an hour of intense pain would be worth it for even a day without pain. Im not happy. I dont like my life. But I dont know how to change it. I cant drop out of school... cus I just cant. I love my major. I dont like my future. Its too... scheduled. I hate schedules and I always will. I just dont know what to do to get around them. i dont like thermodynamics. i think statics is kinda useless. EPICS is useless. Diff eq is ok. Econ is useless. Human Systems is useless. All 6 of my classes I classify as a waste of my time. thats not good. i dont enjoy class. I need to find a solution to that.