I wrote this earlier today

"I want to move. I want to feel alive. Instead Im stuck in this desk, not knowing if Im alive or in a coma dream. I want to feel the adrenaline pound through every ounce of my veins, the endorphins rush me into a physical, emotional, spiritual high. Its why Im "ADD" I think. I need to know Im alive. I sit here like a sheep, a book, something that isnt alive. I want to learn this too, but I want to feel alive. Right now, music is the beat of my life, i feel alive when it pounds into my ears, and my whole body moves with it. Its one of the best feelings I have all day.