Im in one of my funks, where I dont feel alive. everything is so formulaic. Go to class, do homework, eat, sleep, repeat. The only times I feel alive are when Im worshiping God or when Im doing something physical. Good thing Ive got a concert Im going to in a week from tomorrow!!! Those usually last me about a month worth of feeling alive. Then around then mom will be here. I wonder when RMGA is... cus Im gonna do that this year. Even my music seems old... stale. Everything is structured, rigid, immotable. I hate it, I want free-form. I want God to come crashing in on my plans and change them, because it will be something new, something amazing.
On better news, Desi is gonna get some professional help, which will be good. i just hope I did the right thing by pushing her in that direction. I also hope that i chose the right words in the email to her RD.
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SSDD.
ENFP.
Libertarian.
Those three things describe me almost entirely.
ENFP.
Libertarian.
Those three things describe me almost entirely.
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