The Pain

It hurts so much. Letting people in. Its why i used to not let anybody in. So I would never feel like this. I put up the act of not caring at all because I care too much. If the people I care about knew that I did, then they would have the power to make me feel like this. It's why I get angry at "simple" things a lot... because a lot of the time I take it as either a sign of disrespect, or a sign of apathy. Anyways... onto what caused this. Kati cut, and then when it didnt help she did something else that was stupid. She pushed me away and started to run again. And I had to make myself not fight to keep her, because I care about her. That was the hardest part... not fighting for what I believe in. Ill be there the moment she stops running though.

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